Mortal Love ♥

22.12.2010

You are so far away (I love you to death), you are not here (I love you to death). We have touched for the last time. You are long gone, I now fear nothing but life itself and I have learned that living is just a slow way to die. I do not believe in life or in love anymore, the joy I feel are the joys of emptiness. The fear I feel night after night has developed into a disease- No one can see the emptiness in my eyes.
You own my heart.
And life without you is so imensly painful. Just to think of you, talk about you, dream of you makes tears stream down my face. I cannot imagine happiness without your beautiful smile, your angelic face, your wonderful body and your good heart. You are everything!

I hate myself for loving you.

lenasign